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Psyche ·For the curious

Say Yes to Regret

by Sandra Lamb

Published 2026-09-15 10:00:00+00:00

How does a regret you can never fix become a simple note in a daily planner?

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Context

After a sudden death, the people left behind often spend their nights staring at the ceiling, trapped in a punishing loop of hindsight. In this 15 September 2026 essay for Psyche, the writer looks at the difference between ordinary grief and the paralyzing trap of rumination. The central question is highly practical. How do you break out of a guilt spiral when you cannot change the past? The escape route turns out to be surprisingly small. It requires ignoring the search for closure, and simply finding a single task to finish at two o'clock the next afternoon.

Show notes

An account of losing a husband to a sudden medical crisis and the cycle of guilt that followed. The author details her descent into a loop of regret over the hospital failures surrounding his death, and explains how fighting a landlord over a rental contract finally broke her paralysis. The essay distinguishes between the endless questioning of grief and the concrete actions required to move forward.

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